school

So this Thursday I start school online. BYUIdaho has a new program. I am scared but super excited. THis will definately be a new experience.

Creeper or just people watcher

I am probably the worst people watcher. I actually had to stop going to the local library to study because I will sit there and watch people go about there everyday lives.

But something that I wish people would just consider is that they are all so important, their story is important. Some people's stories may be more dramatic but they are all of worth. I believe that is one of the reasons why I like to just go up to people and talk to them. Not to say that I am so awesome, but it gives them a boost to have someone go out of their way to approach them. Those people that you talk to in the grocery store or your weighter at dinner need to feel aknowledge them just as much as we need it.

Am I making any sense here?

I guess what I just really want to say is that we should start talking to each other more often and get to know each other.

poetry/writing/musing what ever you want to call it

One of the things that I have discovered about myself is that the wind means something to me. At night when I am walking or just standing outside and the wind starts to blow and the moon shines down i feel connected to everything. I heard it once said that the wind carries the history of the world.

When the wind rustles through the trees it does not carry with it only the cooling relief that we need to this sweet desert but the goings and doings of those around the world. It carrys the kiss and sigh of two teenagers first kiss at the front door, it carries the sound of a mother walking around outside to calm her sick child...

Everything is in the wind! Not only the wonder and joy but also the horror and malice that is inevitable in this world.

Long time no see

So it has been awhile huh? so I have started a new year at Jordan Elementary and am already falling in love with each of these new kids. They already mean so much to me.

Even when they bite and scratch... I heard someone say that you know you love special ed when you have been bitten and you can say that you have had a good day

interesting

I have had friends that decide to go on missions and before they go the end up having a lot of trial or things distract them a lot. Now I know EXACTLY how they feel. I have been worrying about my future career and so much more. I am meeting with my bishop tomorrow to talk about my papers and such. Thank you all for your support!!!

Mission?

So I think that I want to go on a mission.  I want the world to know that their is a God in Heaven that loves them and wants them to have all that they need.  I have always been a big believer that all people need to feel ackowledged.  You do not want to feel that no one in the world knows you are here and that they want nothing to do with you. I really try to talk with everybody that I see. Especially those people who maybe checking me out at the store or getting my food at a restaurant.  People want to feel that they are just another human being and that we are connected. 

What better way could I make people feel loved and noticed than by letting them know of Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ, and all the love and hope they have for that one person.

I feel so inadequate in so many ways. I know that I need to be more charitable towards people and I need to gain a better understanding of the scriptures and SOOOO much more. But all things are possible with the help of the Lord!

   I would love any advice or feedback!!!!!!!

CARS!!!

So this weekend Samira, Stanley, mom and I went up north to visit. We stopped by Stanley's grandparents house and they had these beautiful baby's in their garage. Fully restored '54 Plymouth and a '76 hardback cutlass camero. They were GORGEOUS!! I want to go to a couple classic car shows here in the valley. Im more of a fan for classic cars not new racing cars. But I do love watching races.