holy cow

So I am SUPER sorry that it has been forever since I made an entry. So no I did not get the job at the bank but I did get a job at Jordan Elementary in Chandler. I work in the Autistic kindergarten. I love it!! They are so much fun. But I am also looking for another part-time job. So if any of you guys here about something let me know!!!

YEAH

I have an interview set up for tomorrow at Compass Bank. Please pray that I get it, it would be a great opportunity!!!!
On a different side, I have now started to really get into herbal teas. I like them, they dont taste too wierd ans they are super healthy.

maybe

The HR department contacted me about setting up an interview. SO I am exstatic!!!! It would be really amazing if I could get this job. Since I would be working full time I would get full benefits, actually I think that even if you work part time you do too. But what ever. 10$ an hour working full time would be great. I also hope that maybe if I in the future I could transfer to another branch.
The plan would be to work full time at the bank and then go to school at night. I am thinking of going to a trade school. I hear that they have classes at night, so that would be awesome. I am hoping to have a the ability to advance myself in the eyes of the Lord, in manner to my education and my monetary supplies.

weight loss

I have finally got used to going to the gym pretty much every day. Now I believe that my main problem is the food. I dont have a problem with veggies, I have a problem with icecream. And my dad keeps buying it hwen I have asked him repeatedly not to get it. I know I eat them still but I hate myself more than anyone knows after I do. But Ibelieve that a big route to my problem is that when I was younger my dad used to buy us food as a way of apology. I tended to believe and think that I would hurt his feelings if I didnt eat them. But what I need to constantly remind myself is that, "He is my dad and a good dad would not be upset if I didnt eat the food." And also just that I dont need it and I need to be stronger than I am.
But I believe that I have gotten better and drinking more water. Which is good. Now if I do drink soda I cant drink that much, I feel gross afterwards. But I jsut know that their is a skinny girl inside me just waiting for me to get my fat butt into gear. Well I gotta boogy, still job hunting :(

haha

I feel kinda funny about doing this but i decided to blog. Somehow it just seems easier than writing down in some journal. Just shows how lazy I have gotten huh? I am really excited about this though, in the off chance that other people than my family reads this, what i have to say may be able to help others, than that will be awesome
I believe that the main reason for this blog thought is to just get my thoughts and ideas out of my head and down so that I can realize me, so that I can Listen to me. I am the youngest in my family and that is many times the suckiest position. I know that many people may be able to debate that but this is my blog and what I say goes. JK I am not that heartless. Well maybe I am:)
I have a real problem with not expressing what I feel and maybe this is how I am going to be able to overcome that. But WATCH OUT!!!!! I may rant one day and feel completely the opposite the next.